m-m-megan

complexe @ 2007-12-09T20:23:00

2007-12-10T04:24:10Z

i REALLY fucking hate you & i hope that you read this so you know how much i hate you.

birthdays

2005-12-13T03:15:17Z

happy late 20th birthday to my brother.

happy birthday to kenza (again)

& happy early birthday to ryann

complexe @ 2005-11-25T19:49:00

2005-11-26T03:50:12Z

MINE MINE MINE!

it's my late bday gift/ early hannukah present from my brother.

feel free to buy me games just cause you love me. =]

complexe @ 2005-10-24T01:25:00

2005-10-24T08:25:52Z

DAVE GROHL PUT ROCK & ROLL IN MY BUTT@!&#

peace out social life

2005-10-16T02:13:51Z

it's really hard to think about your future when every time you do you start to cry & smile at the same time. i don't fully have what it takes to get what i want, therefore i am now on "lock down". it's basically like i;m grounded, except i didn't do anything. i'm supposed to delete my livejournal & my myspace (but i am going to work around that), i can't go online for more than an hour a day unless it's to do research but for that i have to go out to the office so my mom can moniter me & i can't go out or have anyone sleep over. exceptions for the last rule will be made if i meet my moms requirements, which will be a lot. so in otherwords, see ya'll in january 'cause i am going to be doing homework & interning from now until then.

complexe @ 2005-10-05T21:43:00

2005-10-06T04:44:00Z

"There are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and sometimes all you need is one."

complexe @ 2005-09-21T23:12:00

2005-09-22T06:15:18Z

the next four days will be filled with smiles. if you fuck me over i will kill you, seriously. p.s. seventeen will be good, i can feel it.

complexe @ 2005-09-20T11:53:00

2005-09-20T18:54:49Z

i swear, the rain today is only to make up for my crappy day yesterday. & guess what, it's working.

hehehe

her space holiday!

2005-09-19T07:14:53Z

i can now say that i have seen all of my favorite bands live. =]

complexe @ 2005-09-07T13:07:00

2005-09-07T20:08:31Z

p.s. GAY MARRIAGE IS LEGAL!
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/9235415/

please note that we are now calling it marriage, not a civilized union.

complexe @ 2005-09-02T00:32:00

2005-09-02T07:34:06Z

let's just see how much help we get from other countries now that our entire south-east is flooded. this'll be interesting...

complexe @ 2005-08-31T22:06:00

2005-09-01T05:07:15Z

i lost four pounds in the past week & i am addicted to: sushi, the beach, boba, talking & brandi.

what a friend

2005-08-24T02:46:07Z

it's funny how you're the one that wanted a friend, not me. i'm sorry i ever spent so much time, money, & energy on you. i'll have to remember that in the future, i should never befriend people like you. fuck off & forget we ever met.

complexe @ 2005-08-13T16:56:00

2005-08-13T23:57:29Z

dodgers-mets games are hands down the most entertaining game. esp. when little kids rooting for the dodgers yell at 27 year olds 'cause they are rooting for the mets.

hawaii

2005-07-26T16:58:39Z

& i'm off again. see ya'll in 8 days.

Slán leat, good bye, Au revoir, ciao!

2005-06-23T20:37:59Z

my flight is in four hours & i am finally getting really excited. i am off to europe for the next three weeks & the day after i get back i go to comicon for a week which is in san diego. i have a whole new wardrobe, new make-up & an dell dj filled with music (esp. coldplay, foo fighters & chanel's "fuck some hot europeans for me" mix that she made me.) if you all want to keep in touch with me while i am gone, feel free to e-mail me at themodernarmy@aol.com. i plan on spending some time on the computer to do homework so i will be more than happy to send you all updates on my trip.

anyway, congradulations to jackie, andy, doug & mike on graduating today, a veryy happy birthday to my dear houston.

complexe @ 2005-06-14T12:13:00

2005-06-14T19:15:56Z

I'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE I LOVE THE MOST DO THE THINGS THAT HURT ME THE MOST.

such a basket case

2005-06-06T05:38:17Z

i am nothing. put me under a microscope & you will see nothing but a big heart, a lot of hope, and tones of confusion. yes, the girl who had her life planned out by the age of five gets confused, more than you'd think. i look around and think "where am i?". the places that should be more than familiar are nothing but. when i walk into my back door i find myself feeling lost as i wait for my eyes to adjust from the bright summer sun. the faces i see daily have grown less familiar with the years. even at family events with all of my nine cousins, four aunts & uncles, and both grandparents i feel as if i am with the wrong family. the more that feeling grows, the more i find myself being a wallflower looking through photo albums to remind myself that i am in fact in the right house, with the right family. but the feeling has become stronger when i am with the people i trust the most, my friends. i find myself telling someone what i feel and i think to myself "do they care?". that is far from how anyone should feel when they are with their friends. but i am so redundant that i find myself questioning how much people are really paying attention. i need a new life, with new friends, a new hair color, and a new name. then i will feel as if people are listening and actually caring. one of these days i will stop being "simple yet complex".

complexe @ 2005-03-30T22:18:00

2005-03-31T06:20:37Z

i guess the only good thing going on right now is that there are butterflies all over. thank you.

complexe @ 2005-01-31T14:24:00

2005-01-31T22:25:34Z

@ the library with brandi & dion cause i am having computer withdrals cause my internet is down.

LOVEMYLIFE!

complexe @ 2005-01-19T13:18:00

2005-01-19T21:19:47Z

i am currently sufferning from writers block & no concentration.

complexe @ 2005-01-06T23:51:00

2005-01-07T07:52:23Z

i never regret what i do, only what i don't do.

quizz

2004-12-18T20:22:40Z

thirteen random things you like:
1) arizonia green tea
2) motorola cell phones
3) cuddling
4) dell dj's
5) helping people
6) laughing
7) the smell of gasoline
8) the beach
9) jettas
10) blue eyed boys
11) new york
12) my hot pink bed sheets
13) jay z saying hello to me when i sign on aol

twelve movies:
1) lord of the rings trilogy
2) garden state
3) closer
4) practical magic
5) kill bill
6) now and then
7) anything kevin smith
8) mighty ducks
9) james & the giant peach
10) ferris bullers day off
11) oceans 11
12) amelie

eleven good bands/artists:
1) her space holiday
2) blink 182
3) death cab
4) the postal service
5) the used
6) rilo kiley
7) taking back sunday
8) no doubt(old stuff)
9) foo fighters
10) nfg
11) norma jean

ten things about you ... physically:
1) short, curly, brown hair that i dye blonde
2) ripped cartilage in my knee
3) love handles
4) b00bz
5) big feet
6) brown eyes
7) small teeth
8) lots of freckles
9) a million scars
10) shorrtt

nine good friends:
1) mommy
2) brandi
3) nikki
4) anny
5) fenmore
6) andy
7) houston
8) bfk
9) jew crew

eight favorite food/drinks:
1) chinese food
2) sushi
3) in n out
4) smirnoff triple black
5) dr. browns cream soda
6) arizona green tea
7) all sodas
8) french toast

seven people you’ve kissed:
1) as
2) if
3) everyone
4) doesn't
5) already
6) know
7) this

six things that annoy you:
1) close-minded people
2) verbal abuse
3) girls who take pictures of their boobs
4) fighting with people i care about
5) the sweet black & blue marks on my arm
6) fat girls that don't cover up

five things you touch everyday:
1) my toothbrush
2) pamela the pig
3) my laptop/cell phone
4) my hair
5) my face wash

four shows you watch:
1) gilmore girls
2) csi/law & order
3) the today show
4) degrassi

three things you wear every day:
1) clothing
2) face lotion
3) my tiffany's braclet

two celebrities you have a crush on:
1) tom welling
2) orlando bloom

one thing about yourself that you want everyone to know:
1) i'm the fresh meat at color me mine

P.S. HAPPY LATE 18th B-DAY TO MY BIG COUSIN, JACKIE. I LOVE YOU.

political rant.

2004-11-05T06:56:30Z

IF I SEE ONE MORE "FUCK POLITICS", "THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO SO STFU", & "GET OVER IT, KERRY LOST" POSTS I WILL UN-ADD YOU.

first of all, NEVER SAY FUCK POLITICS. the fact that we have a government, democracy & the right to vote (regardless of whether or not the candidate you wanted to win won) is just amazing. i have lived in america for all 16 years of my life & i have never left this country & ya know what? i am damn proud to be a born US citizen. i don't know what it is like to live to be in a country that doesn't have the privileges we have but i count my blessings everyday. be thankful for where you are & the rights we have. ok sure, a lot of our amendments are basically being ignored but i never said don't say "fuck bush" because those two words have come out of my mouth many times. yes, he is our president and it is disrespectful to say it but that is how i feel. i am not some dumb girl who listens to what her parents say & says "go kerry" just because all my friends are saying it. i am saying it from an educated point of view. i watched all the debates & i listened very carefully (well except for when i was cracking up about something bush said.) i have spoken to many republicans about why they think that bush is such an amazing person. all of the answers except for one were unacceptable. i know a boy, who is only 17, who wants nothing but for bush to be in office & to be part of this war that is going on. he is a very intelligent boy & the reasons he gave me for why bush was so great were good solid answers. good enough for me to soften up on our president. me, one of the hugest pro-choice democrats at the age of 16 that you will ever meet, started saying "ya know, bush isn't that bad." but this is beside the point. POLITICS IS AN IMPORTANT THING. never take it for granted. don't say it won't affect you because it will. as long as you live in this country, every decision that is made in the white house will affect you, trust me. i have met many important people that make decisions that will affect the way you live.

i spent a few days in D.C. last december lobbying to congressman berman about abortion & how it should be kept legal. i learned so much in that weekend, i really saw how much people can make a difference. so when you sit here & say "my vote didn't matter so i didn't go & make one" you are extremely wrong. I WAS 15 & MADE A DIFFERENCE. sure i had the help of about 100+ other jews but my speech to MY congressman made a difference. and every other person that walks in there to discuss a new or old matter makes a difference. you telling your congressman about how important something is to you shows them how much it will affect people & they will vote for or against whatever the matter is. and this can be done in any way but i think the easiest way for us west-coasters is to just vote. read the booklets, they aren't made so you can have a place to put your coffee mug, it's there for you to read so you know what all the propositions are about & so you know who the people are that want your vote & what they are standing for. i cannot express how much every single little person can make a difference, it truly is amazing.

I WILL NOT GET OVER KERRY/EDWARDS LOSING. although i had my doubts about them i still put a lot of hope into them. i am a woman and sitting on my ass hearing bush talk about how abortion shouldn't be legal broke my heart. i couldn't even think about calling him a good man after hearing that. & ALL YOUR AROGANT PEOPLE OUT THERE ABORTION ISN'T USED AS A FOR OF BIRTH CONTROL. girls aren't stupid. you think girls around my age like hearing that they are pregnant & find out the only way they can get through it is to abort the baby? forget teenage pregnancy. think about girls who are raped. i for one know if i got raped i would in no way want to give birth to that awful person’s child. & not just if woman are raped, what if the woman has complications in her life or whatever the matter is and she cannot have the child let alone pay for the medical bills. woman aren't just going to be dumb when it comes to sex & go "oh well, i can get an abortion." no, most girls these days are using the pill in the first place but an abortion is generally the last choice out of a hundred other choices. & don't even think about debating this with me. if you can prove that you have done enough research on this topic to debate with me, come. but i have been researching this for three years & i will never stop researching it.

alright, i have just gone on one of the largest rant & i am sure there are more typos than i know what to do with. bottom line, people are upset about bush being re-elected. it'll never be over. i was still upset about bush being elected the first time a month ago. if you think you can't change anything, you are wrong. you can & if you really feel strongly about something, research it, write an essay on it & send it into places (like i have done).

thank you.
oh & don't comment to this asking me to add you, i made a post for that, use it.

next four years will be all down hill.

2004-11-03T21:43:04Z

i woke up this morning & the first words that came out of my mouth were "can we move to canada?" & i am dead serious. canadians are smart, they still believe in pro-choice.
as much as it depresses me that kerry lost, i knew he wouldn't win. there are too many arrogant people in this country. people who voted for bush only looked at the next four years. kerry supports looked at the years after that. bush cut off just about all our friendships with foreign countries & is making it so that there is no such thing as separation of church & state. oh & let's not forget the fact that woman's rights are about to go down, again. in other words, i cannot wait till my kids are born in this stubborn country, not. but don't get me wrong, i still love you bush lovers cause i am related to, friends with, and in love with a few of you. but you really didn't help this country at all.
i just have to keep reminding myself that at least 66 got the big fat no, 71 got an amazing yes & boxer won. oh & that there is this lovely thing called impeachment that we are not afraid to use.