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i've re-located; mindvs_heart
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[09 Dec 2007|08:23pm] |
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i REALLY fucking hate you & i hope that you read this so you know how much i hate you.
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[12 Dec 2005|07:10pm] |
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happy late 20th birthday to my brother.
 happy birthday to kenza (again)
 & happy early birthday to ryann
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[25 Nov 2005|07:49pm] |
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MINE MINE MINE!
it's my late bday gift/ early hannukah present from my brother.
feel free to buy me games just cause you love me. =]
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[24 Oct 2005|01:25am] |
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DAVE GROHL PUT ROCK & ROLL IN MY BUTT@!
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| peace out social life |
[15 Oct 2005|07:09pm] |
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the gorillaz-dare |
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it's really hard to think about your future when every time you do you start to cry & smile at the same time. i don't fully have what it takes to get what i want, therefore i am now on "lock down". it's basically like i;m grounded, except i didn't do anything. i'm supposed to delete my livejournal & my myspace (but i am going to work around that), i can't go online for more than an hour a day unless it's to do research but for that i have to go out to the office so my mom can moniter me & i can't go out or have anyone sleep over. exceptions for the last rule will be made if i meet my moms requirements, which will be a lot. so in otherwords, see ya'll in january 'cause i am going to be doing homework & interning from now until then.
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[05 Oct 2005|09:43pm] |
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herspace- match made in texas |
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"There are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and sometimes all you need is one."
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[21 Sep 2005|11:12pm] |
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the next four days will be filled with smiles. if you fuck me over i will kill you, seriously. p.s. seventeen will be good, i can feel it.
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[20 Sep 2005|11:53am] |
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mado diao- sheepdog |
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i swear, the rain today is only to make up for my crappy day yesterday. & guess what, it's working.
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| her space holiday! |
[19 Sep 2005|12:14am] |
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i can now say that i have seen all of my favorite bands live. =]
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[02 Sep 2005|12:32am] |
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let's just see how much help we get from other countries now that our entire south-east is flooded. this'll be interesting...
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[31 Aug 2005|10:06pm] |
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 i lost four pounds in the past week & i am addicted to: sushi, the beach, boba, talking & brandi.
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| what a friend |
[23 Aug 2005|07:44pm] |
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it's funny how you're the one that wanted a friend, not me. i'm sorry i ever spent so much time, money, & energy on you. i'll have to remember that in the future, i should never befriend people like you. fuck off & forget we ever met.
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[13 Aug 2005|04:56pm] |
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dodgers-mets games are hands down the most entertaining game. esp. when little kids rooting for the dodgers yell at 27 year olds 'cause they are rooting for the mets.
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| hawaii |
[26 Jul 2005|09:57am] |
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rilo kiley |
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& i'm off again. see ya'll in 8 days.
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| Slán leat, good bye, Au revoir, ciao! |
[23 Jun 2005|01:27pm] |
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my flight is in four hours & i am finally getting really excited. i am off to europe for the next three weeks & the day after i get back i go to comicon for a week which is in san diego. i have a whole new wardrobe, new make-up & an dell dj filled with music (esp. coldplay, foo fighters & chanel's "fuck some hot europeans for me" mix that she made me.) if you all want to keep in touch with me while i am gone, feel free to e-mail me at themodernarmy@aol.com. i plan on spending some time on the computer to do homework so i will be more than happy to send you all updates on my trip.
anyway, congradulations to jackie, andy, doug & mike on graduating today, a veryy happy birthday to my dear houston.
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[14 Jun 2005|12:13pm] |
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I'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE I LOVE THE MOST DO THE THINGS THAT HURT ME THE MOST.
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| such a basket case |
[05 Jun 2005|10:17pm] |
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i am nothing. put me under a microscope & you will see nothing but a big heart, a lot of hope, and tones of confusion. yes, the girl who had her life planned out by the age of five gets confused, more than you'd think. i look around and think "where am i?". the places that should be more than familiar are nothing but. when i walk into my back door i find myself feeling lost as i wait for my eyes to adjust from the bright summer sun. the faces i see daily have grown less familiar with the years. even at family events with all of my nine cousins, four aunts & uncles, and both grandparents i feel as if i am with the wrong family. the more that feeling grows, the more i find myself being a wallflower looking through photo albums to remind myself that i am in fact in the right house, with the right family. but the feeling has become stronger when i am with the people i trust the most, my friends. i find myself telling someone what i feel and i think to myself "do they care?". that is far from how anyone should feel when they are with their friends. but i am so redundant that i find myself questioning how much people are really paying attention. i need a new life, with new friends, a new hair color, and a new name. then i will feel as if people are listening and actually caring. one of these days i will stop being "simple yet complex".
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[30 Mar 2005|10:18pm] |
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U2: beautiful day |
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 i guess the only good thing going on right now is that there are butterflies all over. thank you.
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